BBy, love you !

Hehs, im basically crappin tdy. Tdy i wan post smethng short and sweet to my Suhaimi bby.

If i could have just one wish
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck
the warmth of ur liips on my cheek
the touch of ur fingers on my skiin
and th feel of ur heart beating with mine
knowing tht i cld nvr find tht feeling
wit anyone other than you.

BBy, iloveyou damn lots !

I'm totally confused !!!!

kayh here i am blogging again. haizz, i don't know where my mind is heading to and what i should expect after tis. everything is in a mess n i'm the cause of itt. i've hurt him again and again. argh, seriouslyy i hatee myself !

to himm .. look im seriouslyy sorry. im sure u knw me very well ryte. i dun wan to lose u n i dun wan to leave u alone. haiz, i dun knw if everything i say nw will satisfy u or ntt. its very upsetting tht both of us cnt rch th finish line in our r'ship and we keep goin arnd in a circle. u cn hatee me all u wan for hurting u time and again. i dun mind. jus wana say tht if anithing happen, i hope tht u wnt give upp on everything tht u still have in ur life. u're th first guy who had given me th love,care & happiness tht i ever wanted. thanks dear for everything. i will forever keep th beautiful memories we've had. argh, i feel like screaming those six words n hoping tht u hear those words frm where u are, bby. Iloveyou ! Imissyou !

Tortured and Tormented

Hrm, i'm happy tht i finally got the time to create a blog for myself. Ohkeyh, nw my life is in a mess .. An unexpected thng has jus happen to me n seriously, i'm nt rdy to face itt .

I admit tht i'm at fault tis time. I busted thngs up n nw, it's realli over btw me n [insertname] . Well, i was totally in a shocking state wen i receive th msg frm him which indirectly say tht we've broke upp. Bt i knw beforehand tht thngs was going to end tis way for us n tht there's nothng i cn do abt itt. Haizz kays, i'll stop brooding abt itt. I always believe tht if he's nt meant to be yours forever, then thngs wnt last. Bt if u're destined to b together, then everythng will b perfect ryte ? Guess i'll keep thngs simple ..

Specially to [insertname] ,
I'm sorie for everythng .. I knw a thousand sorrys frm me wnt be able to make up for th hurt uee felt .. I guess our r'ship has been destined to end here .. Bt, i will still keep th sweet moments we had for th past 9-mnths we're tgt .. Although we cnt b tgt animore, i hope we cn still b frens where we cld confide in each other .. I also hope tht we cld have th senior-junior r'ship where u treat me as ur junior n i look up to u n respect u as my senior in scool .. Now th thng tht i wan frm u is tht u'll b happy n continue wit ur life .. Dun lose hope jus bcos of me, its nt worth itt ohkeyh .. So cn we b frens ? .. Btw, imissyou !